[a n d i b l e e d] - INVITE ONLY!

[Stella]

ooc. I know

Forestshadow saw the anger in her eyes, he too was sad and disappointed. He would never guess he would have kit with two female, he loved them both, but the male would have to choose some day, neither. They where both med cats and never allowed to have kits and a mate in the first place. He sighed, a small tear forming in his eye. ''I am sorry. I knew our love was almost impossible. So i decided to look in my own clan Thinking you had forgotten about me.''. He took a step closer, ears back and head low, Forest's voice was barely a whisper, he was so sorry. ''I will gladly help with the kits when ever I can. And of course I love and will always love them with all my heart.'' He wondered why so many things, such big things, always happened to him. But looking up, he could see her belly now. His words where stuck in his throat.

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[racingbelle]

"You know I wouldn't forget about you,! Apparently you were the one who forgot about us! You didn't remember the words I spoke to you that night! I loved you! I loved you! You were all I could think about and now... Now this! You were foolish to ever think that! Foolish! I thought maybe some how we could make this work but were done, Forestshadow, done! I hope your happy with the kits you have now because you will have nothing to do with mine! Nothing! If I ever catch you so much as looking at them I'll claw your eyes out!" I yowled. My heart was breaking in two and I knew that I would regret this later and I would always love him but we could never be. Not after this. I just couldn't believe this... Why StarClan? Why?! I lunged forward claws extended hoping that I would feel his muzzle being cut by my claws. All I wanted to do was teach him a lesson. My cries of anguish and pain, not the type of pain you get from wounds but from heartbreak and sadness, pulsed through the air. I didn't care if anyone from IvyClan caught me. I just didn't care and it was the least of my worries. Without another word I started to back out of the bush and then I fled. I ran fast and far, not caring where my paws were taking me at this point. I would love him forever but no one would know and no one would ever find out.

[»Fang]

Darkness swirled around her. Dark water surrounded her, no light but a very faint glow came from above as she began to slowly stop sinking. Her eyes opened slightly as she looked around. A glowing form appeared, drifting smoothly through the water. She noticed her brother, Viperstrike, coming towards her. She swam to him through the dark waters of unconsciousness, and hugged his starry form. "What will happen?" she whispered as she noticed more familiar faces that had died long ago. Viperstrike smiled. "The future is not dark and cursed for you, sister... It will only be unexpected." she stared at him, opening her jaws, but no sound left her. She watched him before slowly turning to see millions of Starclanners present. All of them gave a small nod of approval, before like a chorus, they all spoke in unison. "It's time for you to wake.... May the darkness release you from their claws made of shadows, and you will wake..." She noticed the starry cats begin to dissolve, vanishing like mist, slowly and softly. Ivypool looked at the faint light. The light grew, getting closer and brighter until the whole world went entirely white, and faded into blackness.

She felt tiny bodies beside her moving, yet she herself didn't try to move. She laid there, eyes closed. She felt Seakit pushing into his siblings for warmth, and realised how cold the poor things where. She slowly opened her eyes into slits, looking around to see the world was blurry. She blinked, the pain slowly returning to her skull. She couldn't smell Willownight's scent, her own senses where dulled by pain and numbness. She shifted slightly, only for burning pain to go up a hind leg that was twisted under herself. She didn't make a sound, she just laid there, eyes half open. Slowly, she tried to get up, but she couldn't with five little kits just squirming there. "Forestshadow..."

[Stella]

The tom watched the anger and sadness in his loves face, but he could not call both of them that, no, he had to choose. Looking at her, he wanted to chase after her, to go get her loved back, he wanted to be a father of those kits, he wanted to be there. But stepping back he let her go. He would speak to her after they where born, when she was calmer. But as he looked over his kits seemed cold, and even hungry, something moved, it was Ivypool. ''Are you okay!?''. Forestshadow whispered, trying not to scare the kits, or anyone close by to come over here. ''What happened? We need to go somewhere safe and warm''. He was trying to sound calm, but the male was nervous, they needed to go.

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urgh muse went poof

[»Fang]

Gently, her tail wrapped around her kits, pushing them a few inches away. She tried to stand again when Forestshadow spoke. He asked if she was ok. She merely gave a shake of her head in silent responce as she got to her paws, and became frozen, the deep sky blue gaze staring out a hole in the bush. Her brother, if he hadn't died, might be here with her, but death took his future away. That's why she was a medicine cat. She was a healer because she didn't want for her clan to die. No, she couldn't bare to lose her position. . . She would lose everything if she did. Slowly, she turned her head away, letting it hang so Forestshadow wouldn't see the tears. Her brother. As if he had been summoned by her thoughts, her brother's starry form appeared. He was barely seen. Lightly, his starry tail laid across his sister's shoulders. Feeling his touch, she didn't react. She kept her head bowed. Her brother gave Forestshadow a small nod before he melted into nothing, leaving them alone. Ivy raised her head, and gently picked up Viperkit and the she-kit beside him. The two kits squirmed, both giving mews of hunger and weakness. She looked at Forestshadow, the dull eyes silently asked him to grab a kit or two. She looked at the fifth kit, and felt horror. SHe looked like him. She looked at the cream kit, Fallenkit, and gently stroked the kits back with her tail. She felt a stab of guilt, and closed her dull eyes. She limped to the edge of the bush and looked back at Forestshadow, patiently waiting on him, her deep sky blue eyes watching him. And she waited.

[Stella]

-DONE-