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Post by Stella on Aug 2, 2010 18:11:28 GMT -5
The tom had walked out of camp, his ears back tail low, Barkpelt want Irisbreeze as a love so bad but he knew she was not a cat for that, even if she said no he just wished he would listen to him for once. The brown warrior just sat down, he had ran here, slowly, but he made it out to the un clamaided territories. Barkpelt looked up at the sunset, his eyes becoming as orange as the sun, ''I love her so much Starclan, i have no idea what to do or say, when she leaves my heart misses a beat and i want her back. When i look at her in the morning i just see the goddess in her. When i see her sad, i just want her to have my heart, to mend her half, when i see her smile it makes my day, no my life. Oh starclan what do i do.'' He looked down, a long tear running down his cheek, his heart was broken.
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Post by Black Flora on Aug 2, 2010 18:28:00 GMT -5
The dark tabby cat had followed Barkpelt, they hadn't talked in so long. Everything had just become so busy and even the new deputy hadn't kept up with her sister or anyone else for that matter. It was saddening. So hoping to just talk to him she had crept around following him. All of a sudden the young tom stated pouring his heart out to the sunset and StarClan. To be honest she thought he was talking about Fireflight or Dawnpaw or maybe some other she-cat. Her ears flattened and she halted, and then he stopped. All of a sudden she just wanted to turn around and forget what he had just said. Somehow she thought that maybe he wanted to keep it to himself, so pretending as if she hadn't heard she trotted toward him and slammed his houlder gently. When they had been apprentices they used to do that all the time.
"Hey Barkpelt."
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Post by Stella on Aug 2, 2010 18:42:28 GMT -5
The cat wanted to cry, but he was Barkpelt for crying out loud, he only talked to Starclan. But something made him turn and Irisbreeze came out of no where, he gasped, and she slammed his shoulder gently, Barkpelt did not know what to do. But he breathed in deep, his chest now puffed out. ''Irisbreeze im glad you came, those word where for you to hear. I love you Irisbreeze since i was a kit''. His tail lashed from side to side, his eyes now clam, love bouncing in them, you could just see from the way Barkpelt looked at her that he love this she-cat, but he needed to know how she felt.
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Post by Black Flora on Aug 3, 2010 11:01:37 GMT -5
All the tabby cat had wanted was to talk to an old friend, but that was not what Barkpelt had in mind. He puffed out his chest, which the deputy thought was pretty amusing, but his words weren't. Dark amber eyes fixed their depths to the setting sun. Irisbreeze didn't know how to answer him, she just didn't want to break his heart, but she knew that she wasn't a mate type of cat. She would never have kits or even a mate. The cat was in love with her clan. Her thin tail flicked his shoulder gently.
"Thankyou Barkpelt, I love you too, but I don't think I can have a mate..."
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Post by Stella on Aug 3, 2010 11:27:44 GMT -5
Barkpelt felt all alone, he was a at for love, adventure, and as he could see Irisbreeze was not one for that. ''Iris, one thing i know is that I am not one for Kits, and so is you''. Barkpelt would try and convince Irisbreeze, even if you loved you clan more leader's still had mates, the biggest one ever even had daughters. But Barkpelt was so not father material, he just wanted a friend, a lover, that would be there when he needed her, when she needed him. ''Doesn't love mean anything Irisbreeze''. His eye where streaked with tears now, the sunset now becoming night. He sighed and slouched down to the floor, his large heart now shrinking with fear and regret.
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Post by Black Flora on Aug 3, 2010 13:20:01 GMT -5
The tabby knew how much it was hurting her closest non related friend. Nothing could be simple in the world, at least not to her. Dark eyes were conflicted. She so badly wanted to say yes, but two sides of her brain were both saying different things. Yes. No. Yes. No. What was she supposed to do? The deputy just wanted a friend that she could stick by. But a mate? That just wasn't in the style of the warrior she-cat. If she were to take Barkpelt as her mate then how could she protect her Clan? Irisbreeze would be too worried over Barkpelt to do her duties as a Clan Member, in anay fights.
"Barkpelt... mate- it's just a word. Love means something I know, but two cats can love each other without being mates can't they?"
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Post by Stella on Aug 3, 2010 17:35:39 GMT -5
Te tom didnt care for kits right now, he just wanted some one to hug, some one to love, some one to tell all his secrets too, he just wanted a best friend with extra love. He sighed though and stood up tail low ears back, and eyes dark and pumpkins. He started to walk away, his paws scuffing the ground, ''Its okay Irisbreeze, if you say no, All i wanted was a best friend, well more, no kits involved, juts a love i can live with. A best Friend''. But the next words that came out of her mouth made him think, he was a bit lost at what she meant by that, wast it a yes or no, he was not sure, ''Yes like age is just a number, what do you wnat Irisbreeze ill give it to you. Even if its my heart''. Barkpelt was right up to her, his face sweet and inocent, hear beating fast. What more can she want?
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Post by Black Flora on Aug 3, 2010 20:54:37 GMT -5
The miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground...
The dark tabby sighed and tilted her head back to the sky. She didn't know what to do, no one could help her with this. Inside she knew she didn't want to hurt her Barkpelt but she couldn't- just couldn't be his mate. It was nothing about pride or arrogance or lack of love or heart. It was just the fact that the young tabby couldn't. She had lived for her clan forever. Dark eyes were afraid of loving anything else.
"That's all it has to be Barkpelt,"
The tabby cat mewed earnestly, trying desperately to satisfy everyone. Her tail flicked in anxiety and confusion. Hoping, just hoping that she could do something right.
"Best friends that love each other, but I can't have a mate... I'm just..."
She trailed off, exasperated. There was nothing more she could say to him, he either accepted it or he didn't. Either way it was only for him, it would be a loss to the deputy but she would live.
And I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms.
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Post by Stella on Aug 3, 2010 21:02:26 GMT -5
Barkpelt yowled he was so upset, he heart just felt like it was shredded in half, the tom started to cry, not a loud cry, just tears, lonely tear, ''I love you Iris, as a Love, not a mother to my kits, but as you will not accept i will see you..''. The tom started to run away in to the last inch on sunset, his eyes no longer on love of of heart break. He wanted to go cry, he wanted to see no one, not even Starclan, he had told the his heart, he had told Irisbreee his heart and it had all fallen apart.
His life had fallen a part. and love he will not ever get.
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